Zzyxz Rd. Bliss

Just in case if anyone ever wonders, if there is actually anyone who wonders, or if i ever forget, so i can have something to remind myself of, as to why i’m starting a blog, as if i actually care. 10 yrs ago everything was so much bigger and easier, 10 yrs today, nothing means what they used to mean. i guess 10 yr after, the only thing unchanged is change itself.

it’s the begining of a new year and what a life it’s been. it’s the middle of my finals and i’ve been under extreme stress i guess, somehow i started flipping thru the some of the old pics, those were some of the good times, just thought i need a photo album, hence this. and i wanna show my appreciation to all of my frens for ever being my frens, and the good times and the bad we went thru, the support and everything. i guess this is like a tribute to all, tho i don’t have all of my memories in pics, or in digital pics…guess i’ll have to settle with what i have. all in all, whoever see this or dun see this is a fren, and i forever cherish our friendship. Friends For Life and keep Rockin’. \m/–\m/. Arghhh…

Even tho some i might not have taken pics with, but that dont mean i don’t have them in

I don’t know how else to put this - it’s taken me so long to do this
I’m falling asleep and I can’t see straight
My muscles feel like a melee - body’s curled in a u-shape
I put on my best, but I’m still afraid
Propped up by lies with promises - saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it’s time I saw the world
I’m only here for awhile - but patience is not my style
And I’m so tired that I got to go

What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn’t see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I could have it all
I’m still too tired to care and I got to go

I get to go home in one week, but I’m leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry
I’m following suit and directions, I crawl up inside for protection
I’m told what to do and I don’t know why
I’m over existing in limbo, I’m over the myths and placebos
I don’t really mind if I just fade away…
I’m ready to live with my family, I’m ready to die in obscurity
Cuz I’m so tired that I got to go

What am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do?
You still don’t think I’m going to see this through?
Tell me I’m a part of history - Tell me I can have it all
I’m still too tired to care and I got to go

Stone Sour.